And Then...

I have so much to do

But so less of strength

I want to move ahead

But I know it now and then

The many hurdles I need to cross

The many lives I need to touch

Much to do

And time haunts me

They laugh and make me a joke

They point fingers at me

And I wish if only

And then I have this life

Or the life has me?

Lots is left to be covered

Lots need to be finished

And then I realize

It is not only me

Nothing to trust

Nothing to believe

And yet I still say

If only...