S Feet.......

Lots and lots of things are at present going on in my mind.
Strange beings have I encountered lately and I wonder how we all exist simultaneously maintaining a harmony in the world and at the same time making it difficult for some to even breathe in the same air.
Too many things I have to handle simultaneously now. And yet I am so optimistic about everything. At times I seriously wonder how a person can keep on going like this. I must possess some super powers for sure. No full stops or any more bus-stops to sit and rest. Somehow things are too dynamic to be static anymore.
Don’t know what else to say. Just hoping to see the best of tomorrow with a better today. :-)

A new day.......

The other day was chatting with an old school friend and she asked me questions whose answer I, I didn’t know about. It made me feel so strange and so very different, as if exposed myself in front of her. And yet indeed it was she who knew me inside out in school even so this wasn’t something new for her. I know she was trying to be helpful and she is a patient listener but I guess time has changed so many things that we lose control even over ourselves. But I wish she does well in her life, she has been my savoir in school and I wish she gets the best in everything cause I know she deserves it.

Lately even I have realized how badly I have changed myself but then I guess this change was long due. I seriously have so many things to talk about but at the end I feel what it matters, it is all useless and “things without remedy should all be without regard”. I don’t know where I am heading towards right now, but with around me, smiling to me, listening to me and making me feel like a child again, I guess life is worth living and as I said earlier nothing else matters.

Nothing else matters...

Somehow all of it felt bad initially and when I woke up, I am back to being myself again. It was not worth all the energy I have inside me. I know I can e stupid and fool at times but it pains more than even when I had hurt myself. Anyways some stupid lines again:

I breathe and I know am alive
I travel miles and waited for that smile
I knew am not important and I finally face that
Life is precious not to waste even for a while.
To give that smile which perhaps no one deserves
To ride down to the town where nothing can be preserved.
And so I end up only with a vague smile
And I realize how stupid I have been all this while
And today nothing else matters…


Till today morning I felt like a small child. He made me smile and he made me happy. But today for a while I realized how little that matters. How you could do that with me? But still I am happy since I know no matter what I have you with me, always by my side and that matters the most to me if not to anyone else. :-)

I want to see the world too...

Recently the most unlikely thing happened with me and one of my friends. Well both of us along with some other friends have been a part of Play for Peace for quite sometime and now have been carrying out workshops for the Bal Vividha. Well it was on the very first day of the three-day workshop when I and my friend planned to go to a restaurant to have some Biryani (which I don’t like at all) but anyways with friends everything is worth a try.
So anyways after the workshop we happily proceeded towards our destination to this restaurant and as soon as we reached there someone asked us not to go any further because there was a bomb inside that very restaurant and when we turned we saw that people were rushing out of the place.
It was scary, believe me. Even though it must have been some hoax call or stuff just to scare the people and believe me it worked. At least with us. Both of us thought what would have happened had there actually been a blast? None of our parents knew where we were and would have searched frantically everywhere and got no response until one day there would have been a news on the T.V. about to unidentified bodies.

Well life has become a joke these days. So friends enjoy it because you don’t know whether it will be there with you tomorrow or not?

Take care friends, take care!!!