Friday, November 27, 2015

Time...

Time indeed flies by. It is so strange to realize how easily things have changed over such a little time. But then time flies by and it has indeed been a great companion all along.

Losing Chaiji has no doubts been the hardest. And till my last breath, I will miss her and remember her everyday. I indeed feel lucky and blessed to have been able to be around her, feel her warmth, feel her smile, her hug, her thoughts. The only thing I miss is her presence even though I know she is always around me. This time when I went back home, I did planchette again but only with Mam and had the opportunity to speak with her once again. Tears automatically came however I knew it was her. Who else will make me feel the way she has always done. My best Chaiji always. Miss you and live for you always.

I know I sound awful when I don't talk about Daddyji but I have hardly had the opportunity to get to know him. But I do remember him, my perfect Daddyji. I miss those Chicken Chawal special Sundays. Never ever will I get to eat such perfect food. But thankful for giving me the life I have today. Papa misses you both a lot and I know he kind of feels lost without you guys.

Anyways Time flies by giving us so many memories to remember and to cherish. I will always remember how easily I trusted people around me, how easily I was willing to give up my entire life for them, little realizing that time flies by. And look at me today, Stronger than I was before. I never knew my strength before. But now I know I can take over anything. Life has made me stronger and I am grateful to my greatest teacher.

Missing home, missing everything about home.

Love you all.

Till the time I see you guys again.

Love you all.
Time Out!!!!