An Angel in disguise...

I had seen her face before

With a perfect smile, those bright big eyes

Like a fairy from a folklore.

I had heard a lot about her,

The endless pranks and those smiles she spread

Making her so very popular with others.

Finally I met the angel in disguise,

Battered and bruised by the troubles of life

And yet I could feel her magical smile.

She welcomed me in an unwanted world,

Hugged me when I felt alone.

Her smile and her warmth made it all worth.

I don’t know all what goes in her mind

But I do know she is always concerned

About those around, and she wants to find

A solution for the problems which are not hers.

Concerned about others more than herself

Makes her all the more precious.

She has the strength in her to make you stand

When you want to fall and give up your hands.

She knows how to create magic even without a wand.

So many look up to her,

So many want to be by her side

But I am the lucky one who knows her.

An angel in disguise, a fairy without wings

A sweet heart with the best of smiles

A perfect friend, perfect to the core indeed...

Life as I see it today...

Life as I see it today...

Dark grey clouds pouring down rain,

A filthy street with no escape,

The stench of blood causing severe headache.

Life as I see it today...

Fake smiles and so many masquerades,

Promises of eternal love so fake,

Friends and enemies all equal today.

Life as I can see it, running away.

The dead rose on the altar,

The tree without any shelter,

The poor dog howls and cries all day,

And all I can hear is the cruel laughter.

Life has changed over and over again.

Losing consciousness, there is no gain,

From telling the truth, we all refrain

A sunny sky with heavy rains.

Life as I see it today...

The dirt and the dust put away

Sweeping the floors all through the day

Dusting the rugged carpet, cleaning all the way,

But at the end, all the stains remain.

Life as I see it today

Hopeless and lost I stand to fall once again.

The color of distraction...

Aint finding the right words to say,

How I felt when you looked my way?

Your perfect smile and the positive vibe,

Made my day happy again.

The color of love was all you had

The color so pure, made you look so fab.

I wish you too could have known

How much I admired you today in your new image.

Tall, broad and handsome, should I call you

A figure of absolute perfection?

I don't mean to scare you away

But somehow I admire you today.

Another day coming to an end

Another distraction making its way

Upto my stupid life but tomorrow

Everything, even your memory will be washed away.

But not to worry, you shall always be

A perfect part of my happy memory.

Your picture perfect day shall always be remembered

In these words I just stole away.

Thank you for being what you are

A perfect creature in this not so perfect world

A great smile and a happy life

A sweet distraction in my boring life.

Music to the ears....?!?!?!

I agree it’s been quite sometime that I have updated anything. But frankly even though I had quite a few things in mind, I just didn’t have the right time to express them or even the words to do so. But finally I gain the courage, which is right, courage, to type down some of the emotions I have felt in the past few days.

Well for a change my family had decided to go on a vacation to Vishakapatnam. I readily agreed to the idea because I needed a change and moreover I wanted to get away from some of the things which have been going on in my life for the past few months. And in Vizak I had my first ever instance of being approached by a guy. It was on our first day of travel that we went to Kailashgiri. Being a hot and humid day, we all were actually stressed out and drained out as well. So have found a place under a tree, we all took chairs to sit down, order food and to relax and revive our spirits. It was then that I and mom were left alone when this guy approaches our place and seems to be giving all kinds of vibes that men usually give to women when they are interested in them. I had always seen it happen not only in movies, but also with my friends. But it was the first time for me and so I was kind of surprised and yet was eager to see how actually it happens with me. The first thing the guy said was, “So hot, Aunty?!?!?!” I am sure it was a question, but we later joked about it, calling mom hot. :P then the guy tried to make a decent conversation but I never divulged the right information to him. According to some, well to be specific, according to this one person, the guy had only approached me because of my attire. I was wearing a skirt and also a hat, all the more reason for the guy so as not to being able to see my face properly. Well no matter what the reason might have been, it was my first time ever to be approached by a guy. And frankly I was flattered, any girl would have been. But the poor guy, he should have gone for someone much smarter than me. I won’t be too harsh on him, but dude thanks for the experience you gave me. You shall always be remembered as the first guy who approached me in my life.

Even while in vacation, somehow I was unable to get him out of my head. Everything around me is turning to be irritating. Seriously I am losing my patience now and I know not what I should be doing or expecting of others. Somehow I wish things could have been a lot simpler. And somehow I wish I never had my heart broken. But look at the irony of things, I still am proud and egoistic enough to expect that things will be good someday for me and actually there will be a guy who will genuinely like me and love me the way I am and will have no qualms in accepting me in his life. How very hypocritical of me!?!?! When will I ever start to learn my lessons in life? Grow up girl, its time you changed for your own good.

All the best with that…!!!