And then to think I would never return back.
To begin with A very Happy New Year 2015. It has indeed been quite sometime that I started typing out here. And well I got myself a notebook just because my handwriting was affected due to lack of writing for sometime now. But it feels like blog too needs me at times. It is after all a part of me and I can just not let it go. So here I am typing once again random things as my Creative Muse is asleep for quite sometime now.
It may come as a shock but I have finally managed to leave Kolkata and have moved out to Bangalore. The city has been welcoming as of now, been just a little over 2 weeks that I am here. Let's see what this city has in store for me.
As for Kolkata, leaving the last organization seems like just like a revelation. With the management changing every other quarter,it was becoming not only difficult but corrupt. I miss Dushyant at that place. He was so much more better and at least he was not a biased person. He was the one who could have done wonders but unfortunately some could just not handle him and his ways. Then for sometime we were on our own, with Krishnendu Da, it was fun. He was never really bothered as long as stats were met and things were happening. I liked him too and I know he liked me too. It was just so much fun, preparing for the R and R and all the offsite and onsite activities. Damn, I was a part of all of it. Well frankly speaking I was pampered a lot by each one of them. And then came the movement to Premier, damn I was too good for them also. Proved my worth the very month my performance started rolling. No one can dare question me or my performance ever in that damn place. I started hating the place for a bunch of people, well bongs to be specific. Jealous of anyone who can do better than them and can never ever be happy with anyone's progress. Neither will they progress nor will they ever appreciate anyone else's progress. Gawd! I have so much of dislike for each one of them, Fake-sters. Anyways I wish them all happiness however I do wish they would not harm anyone like this ever again. But before a new era could dawn, I left the company. What a shock, he must have got. And it was evident because he never even bothered to come to meet me once. Damn! you should have tried to hide your frustration in a better way. Nonetheless even if I am not there in the hell hole, I wish you all the best in your future endeavors. But it was a bit of a shocker that a performer like me was not even given any importance once I put down the papers. Even SHE would have been upset or was she anticipating it. Premier was not that welcoming but then I had a bunch of people I could rely on and that is what I loved about the place. A handful of people just to make me smile. That is all we need in life, a little bit of happiness and that is all to keep us all going.
But that is all behind me now. I wish I could type so much more but then I don't want to offend anyone at all. Everyone is good in there own very places and I wish them success without harming anyone else. I hope they can feel success and love it, not just by harming anyone. Good luck guys! But I know you guys would never wish the same for me. I know it only too well because you never understood me and the worst bit, you lost a true friend. I am glad I have learnt from the million mistakes I have made in life but for you all, God help.
So cheers to a new beginning, cheers to a new world and new expectations, cheers to a better life!!!!!
To begin with A very Happy New Year 2015. It has indeed been quite sometime that I started typing out here. And well I got myself a notebook just because my handwriting was affected due to lack of writing for sometime now. But it feels like blog too needs me at times. It is after all a part of me and I can just not let it go. So here I am typing once again random things as my Creative Muse is asleep for quite sometime now.
It may come as a shock but I have finally managed to leave Kolkata and have moved out to Bangalore. The city has been welcoming as of now, been just a little over 2 weeks that I am here. Let's see what this city has in store for me.
As for Kolkata, leaving the last organization seems like just like a revelation. With the management changing every other quarter,it was becoming not only difficult but corrupt. I miss Dushyant at that place. He was so much more better and at least he was not a biased person. He was the one who could have done wonders but unfortunately some could just not handle him and his ways. Then for sometime we were on our own, with Krishnendu Da, it was fun. He was never really bothered as long as stats were met and things were happening. I liked him too and I know he liked me too. It was just so much fun, preparing for the R and R and all the offsite and onsite activities. Damn, I was a part of all of it. Well frankly speaking I was pampered a lot by each one of them. And then came the movement to Premier, damn I was too good for them also. Proved my worth the very month my performance started rolling. No one can dare question me or my performance ever in that damn place. I started hating the place for a bunch of people, well bongs to be specific. Jealous of anyone who can do better than them and can never ever be happy with anyone's progress. Neither will they progress nor will they ever appreciate anyone else's progress. Gawd! I have so much of dislike for each one of them, Fake-sters. Anyways I wish them all happiness however I do wish they would not harm anyone like this ever again. But before a new era could dawn, I left the company. What a shock, he must have got. And it was evident because he never even bothered to come to meet me once. Damn! you should have tried to hide your frustration in a better way. Nonetheless even if I am not there in the hell hole, I wish you all the best in your future endeavors. But it was a bit of a shocker that a performer like me was not even given any importance once I put down the papers. Even SHE would have been upset or was she anticipating it. Premier was not that welcoming but then I had a bunch of people I could rely on and that is what I loved about the place. A handful of people just to make me smile. That is all we need in life, a little bit of happiness and that is all to keep us all going.
But that is all behind me now. I wish I could type so much more but then I don't want to offend anyone at all. Everyone is good in there own very places and I wish them success without harming anyone else. I hope they can feel success and love it, not just by harming anyone. Good luck guys! But I know you guys would never wish the same for me. I know it only too well because you never understood me and the worst bit, you lost a true friend. I am glad I have learnt from the million mistakes I have made in life but for you all, God help.
So cheers to a new beginning, cheers to a new world and new expectations, cheers to a better life!!!!!
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