Off lately I have been intending to write a lot of stuff but
just did not had the right words and also wasn’t in the right frame of mind to
write things properly. I did not want to write stuff which will mess up things
for me. Already I feel like I am in the quick sand, no matter what I do I drown
deep inside. But I feel even this is a phase of life which I will get over with
and believe me if I can sail through these days I will be a mature person
indeed. And frankly I want to be that mature person who is loved by all. Don’t know
how it will be possible but I will try and try my best, for sure.
To tell you the truth I don’t want to talk about whatever
happened. Bad memories are something I always want to escape from. And so I should
try and talk about the positives. The one positive thing is that I am positive
that everything will work out. I know Bhagwanji has His own ways of testing me
and I know I will surely succeed this time. Bhagwanji, please be by my side all
the time and do not leave me alone ever. You are the only one I can trust on at
this dark hour.
At this point, I can only remember Barney Stinson’s dialogue
from ‘How I Met Your Mother?’
“When I
feel sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead…!!!! TRUE STORY”
That is about almost I want to say at this point. I shall speak
more when the right time comes. Till then all the very best to me… May
Bhagwanji give me enough courage and maturity to face things in the right frame
of mind.
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