A lot has happened over the past few days. Well definitely it was just a few days of my life which passed by me but frankly it seems like I have aged over these few days and grown older and somehow more pathetic. A lot has happened over these past few days, somethings good, somethings bad, somethings worth remembering, somethings only hurting, nonetheless each something has left behind a memory, perhaps a smile or a tear to cheer back at. But now as I look back to these past few days I wonder how did I even manage to face such days all alone. It is not that I was abandoned by my friends and family, but it was the phase of the life when I prefer to stay inside my cocoon and somehow I survived, and ironically I am still the caterpillar and not the butterfly.
Nonetheless today is his birthday and frankly I should only be concentrating about the good things today. Strangely enough when I sat to write him a poem, I just could not come up with words. It is like I have a block in my head and somehow I am short of the appropriate words to frame into proper sentences which would make even the most commonest of senses. Here I go blabbering again.
Well all I want is for him to be happy and to get the best of what he truly deserves, all the good things, mind it. Right now I am not the best of my moods or I am sure I would have come up with some really nice words to match my feeling. So here I end my short evaluation about what I should be doing. Yet more is to come and more is to be decided about what I need to be doing. As of now I need to rest my head and go off to sleep. So good night to me and good luck to everyone.
P.S. I miss being myself...!!! Wish you and I could share some more memories together. :)
Nonetheless today is his birthday and frankly I should only be concentrating about the good things today. Strangely enough when I sat to write him a poem, I just could not come up with words. It is like I have a block in my head and somehow I am short of the appropriate words to frame into proper sentences which would make even the most commonest of senses. Here I go blabbering again.
Well all I want is for him to be happy and to get the best of what he truly deserves, all the good things, mind it. Right now I am not the best of my moods or I am sure I would have come up with some really nice words to match my feeling. So here I end my short evaluation about what I should be doing. Yet more is to come and more is to be decided about what I need to be doing. As of now I need to rest my head and go off to sleep. So good night to me and good luck to everyone.
P.S. I miss being myself...!!! Wish you and I could share some more memories together. :)
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