The world is not a perfect place to be free...

When the lights go off,
When Life goes on,
When I sit here alone
And you came along.

With you came the breeze,
Which touched you and me.
With you came the smile,
The smile I waited for all this while.

With you came that love
Came that look, came the touch.
I waited for you all this time
And now I know,you are all mine.

When the lights go off
And when life goes on
And I sit here with you,
I am no more alone. :-)

I still have a desire

ιt dιsgusts мє to sєє thαt
ι αм stιll αlιvє.
ιt dιsgusts мє to sєє thαt
ι αм yєt to dιє.
мy hαиds, мy lєgs, мy ƒαсє, мy αямs,
мy ьlood, мy ьoиєs, мy hєαяt, ιts сhαям
αll sєєм to shout ιи vαιи, αs
Thєy αll wαиt to ƒєєl soмє ραιи
αиd so
ι hαvє α dєsιяє
To sєє мy owи ьody
ьuяи oи thє ƒuиєяαl ρyяє.

єvєяy ιисh ιиsιdє oƒ мє
Sєємs to sсяєαм αиd shout.
єvєяy ιисh ιиsιdє oƒ мє
Shouts out α lιttlє loud.
Thєy αll kиow thαt
ι wιll gιvє uρ too sooи.
Thєy αll gяow ιмραtιєиt
To мєєt thιs dooм.
αиd so
ι hαvє α dєsιяє
To sєє мy owи sєlƒ
ьuяи oи thє ƒuиєяαl ρyяє.





It disgusts me to see that
I am still alive.
It disgusts me to see that
I am yet to die.
My hands, my legs, my face, my arms,
My blood, my bones, my heart, its charm
All seem to shout in vain, as
They all want to feel some pain
And so
I have a desire
To see my own body
Burn on the funeral pyre.

Every inch inside of me
Seems to scream and shout.
Every inch inside of me
Shouts out a little loud.
They all know that
I will give up too soon.
They all grow impatient
To meet this doom.
And so
I have a desire
To see my own self
Burn on the funeral pyre.

Your song...

เ รเ† ђэяэ †๏иเφђ†
ลร เ ωลเ† ƒ๏я †ђэ รµиℓเφђ†
เ รเ† ђэяэ †ђเикเиφ
ωเℓℓ เ э√эя ¢ล†¢ђ ý๏µ รเφђ†?
ωเℓℓ ý๏µ э√эя ¢๏мэ вล¢к †๏ мэ
๏я ωเℓℓ เ נµร† вэ ลℓяเφђ†?


I sit here tonight
As I wait for the sunlight
I sit here thinking
Will I ever catch your sight?
Will you ever come back to me
Or will I just be alright?

I've just seen a face

I always want to write so much but then I fear the fact that others might just get to know about me a little too much. But then I guess its time I write some things. Well I recently this wonderful novel- I TOO HAD A LOVE STORY, which somehow made me feel good and also made me feel bad. There were things which reminded me a lot about myself and there were things which have not happened to me personally and yet I could feel them. Nonetheless it was worth all the effort, even though I completed reading it within a night. :-P
Then there are a hell lot of things going on in my life as well. Some are coming in and some are going away. Some will just stare and some will stay. I like the laziness I am surrounded with. I like the people around me (even though not many people are there) but it is good.
By the way I am a little upset as well and waiting for him. He was supposed to come this week but he hasn’t yet arrived. :-( That is so not accepted. But I will wait, wait for him.

And I don’t have much to say. So let’s hope the next time I sit to write I actually have something worth sharing with others. ;-) Till then let LIFE be the stupid tale which the idiot narrates and yet it signifies nothing. :-)

Baby just say yes

Ðøи't kиøw whË®Ë tø §tÅ®t ƒ®øм ÅиÐ whË®Ë tø ËиÐ ît tøÐÅy?
Ðøи't kиøw høw ƒÅ® ø® høw løиg Å®Ë yøµ hË®Ë tø §tÅy?
î §ît hË®Ë wîth ©lø§ËÐ Ëy˧ ÅиÐ î §ît hË®Ë tø ρ®Åy
ρ®Åy tø ©hË®î§h Åll thË мøмËиt§ wË §hÅ®ËÐ hË®Ë tøgthË®
î Åм hÅρρy thÅt yøµ Å®Ë hË®Ë tø §tÅy, иøw ÅиÐ ƒø®ËvË®
ÅиÐ î Åм §µ®Ë wË wîll мÅkË ît hÅρρËи...hÅρρËи §øмËÐÅy


Don't know where to start from and where to end today?
Don't know how far or how long are you here to stay?
I sit here with closed eyes and I sit here to pray
Pray to cherish all the moments we shared here togther
I am happy that you are here to stay,now and forever
And I am sure we will make it happen...happen someday

Right round....

God knows what is wrong in here? It’s kind of difficult to see myself like this. Haven’t felt much since the day things changed from bad to worse. But then somehow I carried on, without stopping or stooping ever. Some smiled, and some laughed. Some helped and some loved, so many things happened all together and it seems like a lifetime but I realize it has only been three years. Three long years and now when I go back to the first day of college I can clearly remember the energy and vitality we all possessed. The small traces of innocence still in our smiles and that gleam of love in our eyes. A lot has been lost since then and a lot has been gained as well. What is lost is long gone and should not be taken into account. What matters now are the things we gained during these wonderful three years? Those special moments, those days when things would somehow turn out to be right and even those days when nothing seemed right. Those walk back from college, those early morning waiting for each other, the greeting and the sharing, the meals we had together, those lovely rooms where we sat together and enjoyed each of the lectures in our own ways, those pens which stopped working in the middle of some note, those pages which were filled by them, those books we all strived to read and finish as soon as possible, those assignments, those observations we were always asked to put forward, those bunking of classes either for a movie or even just for chilling with friends. Everything holds a really special position today. Today when I look back and see those thousand images flashing in front of my eyes I feel like am lost once again. Lost in the crowd where I don’t see those same smiles and there isn’t any safe hands to catch hold of me if I fall. How can I forget all these? How can I forget what this place has given to me? how can I forget that now I am stronger than before, I feel more now, I see through things more clearly now. I have gained a lot from this place and I hope I have been able to give a lot back as well in my own small efforts towards the institution.
Friends have been an integral part in this lovely journey and I respect each one of my friends and feel whether for good or for bad we all came together, saw the best and worst of each other and accepted only those who we felt were right for us. No problems with anyone and yes if we ever meet…I promise to be the same. the same crazy girl! Lets hope that we all do well in our respective fields and frankly speaking I guess, in fact I am sure I AM GONNA MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!!
Leaving might be a compulsion for each one of us but I guess we won’t leave each other so soon…stay in touch and most importantly STAY AHEAD AND STAY AWARE!!!


LOVE YOU ALL

Mwaaaaaaaaaaahhhhzzzzzz!!!!!!

~~~~~~Tripti