Friday, April 3, 2009

Right round....

God knows what is wrong in here? It’s kind of difficult to see myself like this. Haven’t felt much since the day things changed from bad to worse. But then somehow I carried on, without stopping or stooping ever. Some smiled, and some laughed. Some helped and some loved, so many things happened all together and it seems like a lifetime but I realize it has only been three years. Three long years and now when I go back to the first day of college I can clearly remember the energy and vitality we all possessed. The small traces of innocence still in our smiles and that gleam of love in our eyes. A lot has been lost since then and a lot has been gained as well. What is lost is long gone and should not be taken into account. What matters now are the things we gained during these wonderful three years? Those special moments, those days when things would somehow turn out to be right and even those days when nothing seemed right. Those walk back from college, those early morning waiting for each other, the greeting and the sharing, the meals we had together, those lovely rooms where we sat together and enjoyed each of the lectures in our own ways, those pens which stopped working in the middle of some note, those pages which were filled by them, those books we all strived to read and finish as soon as possible, those assignments, those observations we were always asked to put forward, those bunking of classes either for a movie or even just for chilling with friends. Everything holds a really special position today. Today when I look back and see those thousand images flashing in front of my eyes I feel like am lost once again. Lost in the crowd where I don’t see those same smiles and there isn’t any safe hands to catch hold of me if I fall. How can I forget all these? How can I forget what this place has given to me? how can I forget that now I am stronger than before, I feel more now, I see through things more clearly now. I have gained a lot from this place and I hope I have been able to give a lot back as well in my own small efforts towards the institution.
Friends have been an integral part in this lovely journey and I respect each one of my friends and feel whether for good or for bad we all came together, saw the best and worst of each other and accepted only those who we felt were right for us. No problems with anyone and yes if we ever meet…I promise to be the same. the same crazy girl! Lets hope that we all do well in our respective fields and frankly speaking I guess, in fact I am sure I AM GONNA MISS YOU ALL!!!!!!!
Leaving might be a compulsion for each one of us but I guess we won’t leave each other so soon…stay in touch and most importantly STAY AHEAD AND STAY AWARE!!!


LOVE YOU ALL

Mwaaaaaaaaaaahhhhzzzzzz!!!!!!

~~~~~~Tripti

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

I will never forget...

Did I ever expect that this can happen to me? I had denied this for so long but now I must admit that I will miss college a lot. Others will be surprised to listen to this as all they ever got to know from my college is that I HATE IT and today I agree that I will miss it bad. My friends, those benches, those classes, the blackboard, the chalk. Shit I don’t want to leave it all behind me. how can I forget those rooms where we had all those great moments? How can I forget that I met some of my very dear friends in this institution? How can I forget the best of days I spent here? How can I forget it? How can you even think that I will forget it?
Stupidly enough I have tears in my eyes while I type this all out but then I will miss college a lot. The early morning greetings, those gossips, those canteen addas, those meeting of friends, waiting for them till there class gets over…I will miss college a lot.

Love you all…seriously whether for good or for bad I am glad that I came here and got to know myself. May these moments stay with us forever and may each one of us do well in life.

Amen